Saturday, January 22, 2011

Screaming me

This is what I want to do.
When I feel down low, I just want to stand tall. I messed up but I try to move on. I don't have idea to do my research :( and I felt empty.
I want to try something, try it, and I know it's stupido thing to try but hell ya~
If I have to lie to make right things things right, I will lie like I mean it.
But honestly the only one I want to do right now are scream out loud.
But at this time 2.15am, mmmmm I don't think so.

Friday, January 21, 2011

Always me

I know..
I am a liar because I won't tell everything..
I am stupid because sometimes I'm wrong..
I am ugly because my face isn't perfect..
I am a pushover cos I like making people happy..
I am fake cos I'm too nice..
I am weird cos I'm not U and not even try once..
I am fat because I eat when I'm hungry plus I love to eat..
I am clingy cos I don't like to be alone..
I am insecure because I care bout what people think bout me..
I am no fun cos I'm not always hyper..
Don't try to tell me who I am because I already know..
After all, all I can do is be me, whatever that is..
cos God already created me like this..
tQ God :)
tQ friends who are accepted me for who I am :)

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Nobody's perfect

Life not as hard as I thought. I always made mistakes but it make myself became stronger. Sometime I fight to make it better. But I get hurt..:( I fight because I want to make it right. Because I don't want to regret for the second time. I forgive but never forget because at the time it's exactly what I wanted. I know Nobody's perfect, we all screw up. But for me, all the little mistakes that I made in life are worth it in the end. Because I grow up as a strong person and I am beautiful in my own way, so I've promise to myself never give up, be myself and be a better person. It's worth in the end. ~Jia You, Jia You to myself :)~

Close to you

I am happy + satisfied cos' done creating a new blog for my self^^ I can blog, I can post, I can share as much as I want So U can't put a blame on me :) cos' this is belong to me (lalalalala)
I created this blog so I can bring myself closer to you (since the other blog are more private)~ bgs jgn wat blog kan hehe.. And who actually YOU??? Ahaks! Don't bother me cos I also dunno ~ lalalala
So friends out there I need you closer through blogging :) Can???? If can then do follow me, do read this but don't blame me ekekekeke^^