Friday, February 24, 2012

Remember.Boys!

Wahai para lelaki kat luar sna..
Remember boys!
Silence is a girl's loudest cry.
So, jangan terkejut bila orang pompuan nie
ignore kmurang k..
Sbb hati dorg nie da terluka sebenarnya.

P/s: What's the matter goin' on actually? Tuan pnya blog asyik post benda merapu @@
Kes da nak sakit mental kot. Baru ja duduk sini dlm 7 bulan.. Mcm mna nak tgu 3 thn??

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Post.Merapu.Tahap.Gaban + Tekanan.Tahap.Dewa

Tonight turn on the sentimental mode :-)
I just want to do a flashback memories since nowadays I'm not in good mood.

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Other couples bule jumpa tiap hari. Klu bukan tiap hari pun, tiap minggu.
Paling x pun dlm sebulan ada lar jumpa jg.
Me, myself and boyfie? Hmmm Jumpa 1 tahun 2x ja.. Itu pun klu kebetulan sy balik bercuti and 
dia pun balik cuti. Klu dia x cuti mmg confirm2 jumpa 1 tahun 1x lar jawabnya.
Mula2 tue x lar terasa sgt kan.. ya lar time tue student lg
so mmg x terfikir sgt lar psl lovey dovey story nie..

After keja bru tfikir psl nie dgn serius yg bule hehe..
Mode Gatal da turn on rupanya..
hehe.. x lar.. Family bising sebenarnya..
Smua pun bising bla lar tuan pnya blog nie nak kawen..
umo tahun nie da nak masuk 25 tahun..
muda lg kan hehe.. (sy ja yg rsa muda.. parents ckp x muda lg..  mr.boyfie pun slalu ckp sy da tua da wwuuuaaaaaaaaa.. smpai ati )
Ingatkan nak mendirikan rumahtangga after transfer ke negeri asal.
Yalar, senang ckit nak urus itu ini.
Xkan lar nak myusahkan orang lain.
Taste I ngan U all x sma taw hehe..
Nampaknya niat tue tggl niat ja lar kan..
Da nmpak pekeliling baru yg ckp freshies klu nak transfer kena bkhidmat 3 thn..
Patah hati. Patah semangatku.
Umo 28tahun lar jwbnya sy kawen..
Umo 30 bru dapat anak 1.
Mak aiiiiiiii.... TERLEBIH MEMAHAMI TUL ORANG2 YG WAT PEKELILING TUE TAW!
Dorg ingat sy yg maw sangat kha posting cni negeri orang?
1 juta kali sy X SUDI!!!!!!
Macam ja x hospital di sabah tue taw smpai sy kena posting cni... haish!!!!
Ingat sy dapat elaun seberang laut tue bkin bahagia hidup sy?
Punya sandi! Punya merana hidup sy cni.
Hari2 risau pasal popo, mumy, dady sy d sabah.
Ingat kmu sja kha ada family? ingat kmu sja kha maw duduk dkat family?
Ingat kmu sja kha maw keja d negeri sndiri?
SY PUN MAW BHA!!!!!!
Tekanan tul!

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Pasrah

Sy pasrah!
Officially, I'm down.
God,help me.
Show me ur way. Hold me tight. Don't ever let me fall down.

Monday, February 20, 2012

Bad.News.For.Myself!!

My heart broken into thousand pieces!!!
Sakitnya hati hamba Tuhan nie bila dgr ada Pekeliling baru kuar.
Sepa lar manusia paling baik ati yg create benda alah tue.
2 tahun berkhidmat baru bule transfer?
Maw tunggu 1 tahun berkhidmat di negeri orang nie pun punya lar
seksa, punya lar tekanan, punya lar.... segala2nya!
Nie kan plak 2 years!
OMG! Help me please. I'm not belong's here.
God, give me strength. God, give me hope.
God, show me a way.
Amen.

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Blessed.Us

To find someone who's not only a LOVER but also a TRUE FRIEND is not easy.
In fact, how many people we call friends are actually real friends,
that we can call whenever we in troubles?
Will these 'friends' be there for us when we needed them?
True!
Honest friendships take time to grow and develop.
If a relationships form from that friendship, then that is a solid basis of a lasting and loving relationship.
I am blessed that I found my lover and at the same time he is my true friend.
I can count him in times of trouble. Except when he went offshore :(
I also blessed to met my BFF. I can count her in and vice versa.
Even though she's not around but yet she still give her support to me.
And of cos' I am blessed to have my Family.
They are always there for me. 
Thanx God for gave me this wonderful peoples.
Please bless my parents, my siblings, my boyfie and of cos my bestfriend.
They are meant to me.