Tuesday, December 20, 2011


Time together is just never quite enough.
What will it take to make
or break this hint of love.
I need time.
Only TIME.

Monday, December 19, 2011

Friday, December 16, 2011


Everything in our life is a reflection
of a choice that we made.
If we want different results, make different choices.

Thursday, December 15, 2011


What we really want,actually?
Honestly for me, I really need a hand to hold on 
and a heart to understand me.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011


There are some people who meet that SOMEBODY that they can 
never stop loving, no matter how hard they try.
I wouldn't expect you to understand that,
or even believe it, 
but trust me,
there are SOME loves that don't go away.
And maybe that makes them crazy,
but we should all be lucky enough to end up with somebody
who has a little of that insanity.
Someone who never lets go.
Someone who cherishes you forever.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011


Oh Gosh!
I'm listening all the remix song!
I'm missing all the spotlights and the music.
Be a good girl,Tayra :)

Monday, December 12, 2011


When I love someone, it's something wrong somewhere^^
When someone loves me, it's another thing need to aware :P
When I love the person who loves me back, HE is my EVERYTHING :)

Sunday, December 11, 2011


Picture taken at Imbiah.
A memory is a photograph taken by the heart, to make a special moment last forever :)
Missed this place so much

Saturday, December 10, 2011


X puas ati.
Apsal lar harga tiket mahal sgt!!
Nak balik on CNY!!!!

Nak transfer blh x?
Bkt Pdg pun blh, Queen pun blh..
Dkat ngan family..

LuaHaN Hati

Family asyik tnya bila nak transfer.
Otak nie dah naik biul bla asyik rewind perkataan tue.
Ikutkan hati.jiwa.raga nie, hari nie jg nak transfer.
Tapi bila bos bg red light, hancur hati dgr :(

Kawan2 asyik tnya bila nak kawen.
Kepala nie dah serabut bla fkir benda alah tue.
Bukan xnak kwen tp ongkos.wang.duit, tak ckup lg.

Hati rindu family. 
Klu boleh nak duduk dkat ngan family.
Tp Airasia ngan MAS x friendly.
Dari hari ke hari makin expensive.

Friday, December 9, 2011


What else I can say?
I can't do anything except crying.
That's my weakest part of me.
Can U try to understand me?

Thursday, December 8, 2011


The truth is that I'm one of those 
few peoples who actually care when I asked 
"what's wrong?"

The only problem is that I usually have NO IDEA
what to say afterwards or how to make it better.
I try not to use phrases like "that sucks" or "I'm sorry"
but still I couldn't find the right words to say.
But I promise, I'll always listen.
I guess that's all I can do.

Saturday, December 3, 2011


I've been messed with, let down, and played too many times.
I wonder what people think of me too much,
and I'm way too judgmental.
My heart is big, but I have my selfish moments.
I love to be in big groups, but I love to be alone too.
I like going through my old pictures because I miss those moments.
I tend to be over thinker and not trust to others.
I have the peoples I'd love to stay and live with,
 and there are peoples I wish would disappear in my life.
I don't cry many often, but when I do, I can't stop.
I hate the goodbye and wish it didn't exist but sometimes it useful for whom I really don't like.
I hate liars, though I lie myself.
I have hidden secrets that even myself don't know.
I still searching and try to find out about myself,
so don't judge me.

Thursday, December 1, 2011


Next time you think of beautiful things,
don't forget to count yourself in.

Wednesday, November 30, 2011


Chances are like lightning,they never
hit the earth at the same spot twice.
So,when the chances comes
in front of my way,
I just grabbed it
cause it may never come again.


Strange as it may seem,
I still hope for the best
Even though the best,
like an interesting
piece of mail,
so rarely arrives
even when it does,
it can be lost so easily.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011


There is no distance on this earth
as far away as yesterday..
How I missed my so yesterday.
My momento!! 

Monday, November 28, 2011


The beauty of woman 
is not 
in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries,
the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman 
must be seen
from her eyes,
that is the doorway to her heart,
the place where love resides.

Friday, November 25, 2011


Maybe it's true what they say.
There are those people I encounter in my life
who I never really get over.
No matter how many other better people 
I meet,
people who are treat me better
and love me better,
in the back of my mind there is 
always that person
I can't quite completely forget...


Thursday, November 24, 2011


If 5 seconds of smile can make
a photograph
more beautiful.
Just imagine if we keep smiling
how beautiful our life will be.
Good morning,bloggers :)

Wednesday, November 23, 2011


Sometimes we have to test someone.
Not because we don't trust them,
to see how much they'll sacrifice for us.
Sometimes we have to let them go.
Not because we stopped loving then,
to see if they love us to come back..

Monday, November 21, 2011


I can't bear this feeling anymore!!!
I miss everyone at home
I couldn't lie anymore.
Really miss home so damn much.
Really miss my Ryan.Mori chai..
Really miss my Dylen.Michiro chai..
And of cos
Really miss my Grandparents..
Not forget
Mum and Dad
My Staring's chai..


The biggest Adventures we can ever take 
to live the life of our Dreams



Every Woman deserves a man who RESPECT Her
Every Man deserves a woman who APPRECIATES His effort

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Wednesday, November 16, 2011


Bad news from home..
Feel like wanna go back rite now!!

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Life's harder here :(

I missed my home so damn much!
Can u imagined how much the I missed my home??


Monday, November 14, 2011

Oh Mummy!! Love ya~

You make me alive tonite!
Really love this feeling so much..
The e-plan goin on

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Just Me

Mummy just msg me this morning
asked bout the e-plan 
and i was shocked 
bout it..

Don't think bout it for the moment
cos am quite stressed here.
Can I diagnosed myself as
having Major Depression??

OK! Forget bout it!
I mean this and that stressful event or
stressful factors and so on or whatsoever in this categories.

By end of this month or should I say
starting this month I need to pay a car ody..
No extra money for joli joli ody kan..
Another responsibility for me :(
Huh! No new shoes, no new dress etc..
Another words NO Padini.Vincci.Guess.Mango.Carlo.etcccccc
What a life!!!!
I can't live without those shoppy :(

Hanya kernaMu
No biggie,Tayra..

Friday, November 11, 2011


Nombor yg sgt dan tersangat cantek kan??
Some peoples said it'll bring luck
some said this is the actual date to tie a knot
and so on
And to my friend
This number are bring 'sooooiii' to their family.
Seems the bad incident occur on the same date a year ago.

For me, this number are quite attractive 
but their is no special to me
since many things happen
around this month..

November, u really treated me so and so unwell.. :(

Monday, November 7, 2011

Walk Away

There is no reason to stay here
I think
that was a good reason to go
from this place.


Should I find or create
a good reason 
to walk away??
I'll thinking a good one 
for that.
Big smile to myself.
Big grin to others.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Eid al-Adha Wish

Happy Eid al-adha to all my muslim friends..
and to my readers too :)
Sending all of you warm wishes on
this very blessed day.
I hope this day brings you all
every joy, peace and happiness!!!

I'm not celebrating but
this is what we called 1 M'sia,right??

Actually, today's plan is going to
one of my colleague's house
to celebrate Eid al-Adha
but I couldn't make it.
Sorry K.Bibah..
I'm really not feeling so well 
since Friday night :(

Saturday, November 5, 2011


Home alone and migraine attacked!
What a weekend.
Luckily am alone and no one bothering me
except the phone calls and text messaging tone. 

Hopefully I can recover in and out within 
this 3 days off.
I don't want to meet or face others
with this migraine attacked.

Done with my laundry and home chores
a bit late today.
Try to woke up early but
couldn't make it.
Feel like my head carried the big stone.
And somehow I wish 
my families are beside me
at the moments.
Really missed my mummy and daddy
so much.
Mum will pampered me.
OMG! I really belong to my families.

Try to be independent girl
or should I call it
I'm big girl already
but deep within me
I can't.
Try to be strong here
but everytime I heard
Mum and Dad's voice at
the phone
my tears burst out.
I really need them.
God, please help me.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

No Hard Feeling??

No hard feeling? Can I faced like nothing had happen. That's really sound not me..
I'm sicked bout everything. I really need a break!
Sort of!
Crying inside without bestie right here really hurting.
I can't barely stand this. I promised to myself that am gonna be okay
as long I'm here. But I broke my own promised. :( :(
I'm dying inside!
The old nightmare which happen in this state start to hunting me again.
Like I said before, I.don't.belong.here.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Finally! I've Found You

I've finally found someone
who believes
I'm perfect just the way I am
even though
I have many flaws

I've finally found someone
who is willing
to take it slow
just for me

I've finally found someone
who will wipe
my tears away
will listen to my heart

I've found someone
who is
and absolutely loving
Someones who sees something in me
even after
he's seen me at my worst

Monday, October 31, 2011

My Rules!

Whatever it's sounds to you
don't judge!
This is my blog and I can wrote.write whatever in this site.
The owner's rules here!

Actually i'm planning with my babe.beauty cuzzy a trip to
Yeehaaaa!! Colorado, here we are.
But dunno when :(
cos it's still on plan.
Wwuuaaa I really need a vacation!
Before my single status change. Nah.Huh.
Mcm kili-kili nie words kan ekekeke..

Not forget to wish my
darlie.bro for his 12th years old birthday..
Baru sy sedar my bro grown up ody
ekekeke.. weird ooo
sy tataps anggap dia kecik dr dia kici til now.

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Itchy.Bitchy.Naughty Girl Part 2






Cantik kan all those pictures above~
WWWuuuaaa.. I falled in luv..^^