Friday, October 19, 2012


I'm a lazy lady right now!
Yes I am..

Headache and Migraine plus Stress
are all my best friend for the time being
Not included the visitor called Gastric!
I hate Them but they're really love me.
So, what should I do??
It's weekend and I don' know why I 
feel so empty.
Ok guys! Maybe and maybe because
I really don't like this place?

Monday, October 1, 2012


Life always offer us a second chance.
Welcome October and GoodBye September.
Can't.Wait.For.Christmas :)

Sunday, September 23, 2012


It's already 2 months plus and I still
don't get any good news from KKM!!
and honestly, it's killing me!
I really really and really need to go
from this place.
i don't belong this place
i don't like here

This waiting moment is really torturing!!

Sunday, August 5, 2012


Hi readers!!
I am very2 sorry especially to my own blog cos not visiting very frequently.
There's a lot of things I want to share but I don't know where to start.
Ok guys.. Maybe I should start with my new status.
Yup! I'm already engaged with Mr.Bf (erk! should I call him now Mr.Fiance)
and we're looking forward to another step of life :)
Pray for us. Amen~

anything else?mmm (kind of blur here hehe)
I already sent my transfer letter
JKN Perak already received and processed it and regarding to the staff, he already
submit my transfer letter to KKM
but when I called KKM they said their not receive any transfer letter under my name..
I really2 hope that i can transfer by this year.
Really really mean it.
Just what I said before, this place not belong to me.
And of cos I'm not belonged to this place.
Really2 annoying place. Gosh!

Monday, July 30, 2012


In the right light and at the right time with the right person
everything is Extraordinary :)
Am I, right?

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Hi readers!! :)
Say Hello to May..

Most people listen to our story like a doctor listening to his patient.
Others listen like a detective.
So be careful with WHO and WHAT we choose to share.
Doctors listen to make us better, detectives listen and use it against us later. 
So we better watch out, right?

Thursday, April 26, 2012


I hope this Quote can motivate me..

but honestly I'm Give Up with my Job!

Tuesday, April 24, 2012


I know I'm not perfect enough and I'm not good enough.
But, to whom may concern especially the outsider please don't judge me
cos' I know you didn't see me for who I am.
And still you the ones who aren't good enough.
So, may God bless U always. 


Sunday, April 22, 2012


Dear God, I wanna take a minute, not to ask for anything
from U.
But simply to say thank U, for all I have :)

P/s: Picture taken today. No edit just adding the frame :)

Wednesday, April 18, 2012


I want to eat this cake!!!
Kiddin' babe.
I accidentally fall in love with this cake.
And I don't know why.

Valentines day cake shaped like a box of chocolates.  Feeds 15-20.  MSRP $100

Monday, April 9, 2012

Sunday, April 8, 2012


Blessed Easter to everyone!
God is risen.
He is risen indeed.

Thursday, April 5, 2012


Nokohombon zou noh and I need to accept the fact!!

Me: D, sy gumuk suda ooo.. So how lar this??
Mr.Bf: Brapa jg berat sebelum nie? 
Me: 50kg.. and now 58kg sda.. :(
Mr.Bf: Ok lar bha tue.. Inda bagus jg kurus2 nie..
Me: Sy maw bli itu korset lar nie.. Bule kha?
Mr.Bf: Apa tue? Makanan? Xpyh lar tue.. Nnt sy bli itu mnuman diet..
Me: D maw minum kha tue?
Mr.Bf: Aik, ko maw kan..
Me: @#$%^&*()

Wednesday, April 4, 2012


I'm not the crying baby!
But I can't hide my feeling anymore.
The tears just burst out when I heard his voice.
I couldn't stand it anymore.

#Missing u is the best way of reminding myself that I love U#

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

26 days with only 5 minutes phone call each day are enough.
That's the price I need to pay for my relationship!
Be patience! Be loyal!
Do I have to wait another 2 years to be with U?

I hate the tondu so much. She's very the jual ikan!!
God, please show her the power of love.
Let her know what actually the meaning of love..
Kosisian iho tondu aiso kusai do mimang dau..
So when somebody's found their happiness, and the tondu is alone
then the jealousy is happen!
At the end, the tondu be sumandak auh alaku!

Monday, April 2, 2012

Flights of Ideas

What did u do if u get bad news?
If this happen to me, I want to talk bout it or share it with somebody whom close to me.
1. Daddy or Mummy or Both
2. My bestie a.k.a My ex-roommate
3. My best friend a.k.a My love a.k.a Mr.Bf

So, today when I heard the 'izou noh tii's said bout it,
I was like "what the hell, she think she are"
The news knocked me down! Make me more and more restless.
Make me more hate u. Biatch!

How I wish I can talk bout it with Mr.Bf.
But what to do. Lost contact since 9th March! Poor me :(
Sabar, Tayra!!!

# 5 minutes talk with him once a day is enough to me #


Tuesday, March 6, 2012

87 days to go..
Hopefully everything is on plan.
God, please be with us.

Tuesday, February 28, 2012


Hey You! I don't like u so Much.
Ada faham?
Makin hari makin menyampah + meluat.
U're so annoying to me.

Sepa di luar sana bule tolong sy keluar dr nie tempat?
I'm not belong to here!

Sunday, February 26, 2012


Saya dengan sukacitanya mengumumkan
saya x siap lagi wat statistik!!!!
No mood. No initiative.
That's really look like myself hehe :)
Done til 9th Feb only.. Bisuk2 ja lar sy sambung.
Due date 7hb depan jg hehe.. Punya lar pemalas nie tondu!
4 hari lg maw balik..
Puuuunnnyyyyaaaa lammmaaa lg sy rasa huhu..
Sabar2 ko ar sumandak :(

Friday, February 24, 2012


Wahai para lelaki kat luar sna..
Remember boys!
Silence is a girl's loudest cry.
So, jangan terkejut bila orang pompuan nie
ignore kmurang k..
Sbb hati dorg nie da terluka sebenarnya.

P/s: What's the matter goin' on actually? Tuan pnya blog asyik post benda merapu @@
Kes da nak sakit mental kot. Baru ja duduk sini dlm 7 bulan.. Mcm mna nak tgu 3 thn??

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Post.Merapu.Tahap.Gaban + Tekanan.Tahap.Dewa

Tonight turn on the sentimental mode :-)
I just want to do a flashback memories since nowadays I'm not in good mood.

Other couples bule jumpa tiap hari. Klu bukan tiap hari pun, tiap minggu.
Paling x pun dlm sebulan ada lar jumpa jg.
Me, myself and boyfie? Hmmm Jumpa 1 tahun 2x ja.. Itu pun klu kebetulan sy balik bercuti and 
dia pun balik cuti. Klu dia x cuti mmg confirm2 jumpa 1 tahun 1x lar jawabnya.
Mula2 tue x lar terasa sgt kan.. ya lar time tue student lg
so mmg x terfikir sgt lar psl lovey dovey story nie..

After keja bru tfikir psl nie dgn serius yg bule hehe..
Mode Gatal da turn on rupanya..
hehe.. x lar.. Family bising sebenarnya..
Smua pun bising bla lar tuan pnya blog nie nak kawen..
umo tahun nie da nak masuk 25 tahun..
muda lg kan hehe.. (sy ja yg rsa muda.. parents ckp x muda lg..  mr.boyfie pun slalu ckp sy da tua da wwuuuaaaaaaaaa.. smpai ati )
Ingatkan nak mendirikan rumahtangga after transfer ke negeri asal.
Yalar, senang ckit nak urus itu ini.
Xkan lar nak myusahkan orang lain.
Taste I ngan U all x sma taw hehe..
Nampaknya niat tue tggl niat ja lar kan..
Da nmpak pekeliling baru yg ckp freshies klu nak transfer kena bkhidmat 3 thn..
Patah hati. Patah semangatku.
Umo 28tahun lar jwbnya sy kawen..
Umo 30 bru dapat anak 1.
Dorg ingat sy yg maw sangat kha posting cni negeri orang?
1 juta kali sy X SUDI!!!!!!
Macam ja x hospital di sabah tue taw smpai sy kena posting cni... haish!!!!
Ingat sy dapat elaun seberang laut tue bkin bahagia hidup sy?
Punya sandi! Punya merana hidup sy cni.
Hari2 risau pasal popo, mumy, dady sy d sabah.
Ingat kmu sja kha ada family? ingat kmu sja kha maw duduk dkat family?
Ingat kmu sja kha maw keja d negeri sndiri?
Tekanan tul!

Tuesday, February 21, 2012


Sy pasrah!
Officially, I'm down.
God,help me.
Show me ur way. Hold me tight. Don't ever let me fall down.

Monday, February 20, 2012


My heart broken into thousand pieces!!!
Sakitnya hati hamba Tuhan nie bila dgr ada Pekeliling baru kuar.
Sepa lar manusia paling baik ati yg create benda alah tue.
2 tahun berkhidmat baru bule transfer?
Maw tunggu 1 tahun berkhidmat di negeri orang nie pun punya lar
seksa, punya lar tekanan, punya lar.... segala2nya!
Nie kan plak 2 years!
OMG! Help me please. I'm not belong's here.
God, give me strength. God, give me hope.
God, show me a way.

Sunday, February 19, 2012


To find someone who's not only a LOVER but also a TRUE FRIEND is not easy.
In fact, how many people we call friends are actually real friends,
that we can call whenever we in troubles?
Will these 'friends' be there for us when we needed them?
Honest friendships take time to grow and develop.
If a relationships form from that friendship, then that is a solid basis of a lasting and loving relationship.
I am blessed that I found my lover and at the same time he is my true friend.
I can count him in times of trouble. Except when he went offshore :(
I also blessed to met my BFF. I can count her in and vice versa.
Even though she's not around but yet she still give her support to me.
And of cos' I am blessed to have my Family.
They are always there for me. 
Thanx God for gave me this wonderful peoples.
Please bless my parents, my siblings, my boyfie and of cos my bestfriend.
They are meant to me.

Thursday, February 16, 2012


Better to remain silent and be thought a fool.
Than to speak and remove all doubt.
I have my own reason!

Saturday, February 11, 2012


I try to learn to enjoy every minute in my life.
I try so hard to be happy.
I don't want to wait something outside of myself to make me happy in the future.
I try not to rely to others.
Now, I want to think how precious the TIME
that I have to spend, whether at work or with my family.
Because Life is too short.
And I don't know how long I live in this cruel world.
Bare in mind, God can call us anytime.

P/s: Every minute should be enjoyed and savored.

Monday, February 6, 2012


I don't know how to say bout it.
I'm not strong enough.
U pretend like nothing happen.
And now U make me more and more apart

Thursday, February 2, 2012

No matter how many mistakes we make
or how slow we progress,
we were still way ahead of everyone who isn't try.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012


Respect people's feelings.
Even if it doesn't mean anything to you,
it could mean everything to ME.

Thursday, January 19, 2012


Being honest will not get me a lot of friends
but it'll always get me the right one.
Like now :)

Wednesday, January 18, 2012


Every good thing happened in my life happened 
because something changed.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012


The happiness of my life
depends on my Quality of Thought.

Monday, January 16, 2012


Sometimes, yet maybe almost the time
I just want to yell it out to the world
but then I scared they might here me.
I just don't know how to tell the world actually.
I am sorry.

Thursday, January 12, 2012


When I.Miss.You, I put my hand on my heart.
Cos' that the only place I'm sure that you're in it.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012


I'm the die hard fan to VINTAGE!
Don't say NO, if you like this kind of pictures too.
I'll count you all in :)

bunting wedding photos
whimsical tea party engagement

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Wishing all

Only love let's us see normal things In an extraordinary Way.
Happy New Year 2012
to everyone!
New Year, New Resolutions
Be good to me, Mr.Dragon :)