Daddy called me just now.
Pretend not missing them but I can't do that.
After hang up, I can't help myself.
Tears burst out.
Sitting alone in front of my lappy
and write down in this blog while waitin' this tears stop.
Somehow, I can't stop blaming myself cos'
choosing this kind of job.
I hate it! I hate myself more!
I can see day by day, I'm changing.
There's no more old me.
Pretending that I'm happy here,
happy with the environment,
happy with the work stuffs
That are really NOT me.
Please, someone help me here.
Get me out from here.