Why me?

I don't think U be nice with me, October

:(

Yeah!

Actually, I don't really want to share here

but there's no one I can talk with right beside me.

Why me?

Yes! Instead of choosing me, why me?

The Q's kept on running through my head

wondering my mind

keeping me restless

I beg to my heart

I beg to myself

to be strong

to be positive thinker

still

I can't

I don't want to blame anyone here

but I'm just an ordinary people 

who kept on eyeing people's fault

U already done something wronged

in every perspective, others will say

U're the one who ruined others family

and ur own family

and I'm the one who need 

to pay it?

it's fair for me?

P/s: Please dear, bring me out from this place. I don't belong here..