Time.Needy.Time.Hoping

Time together is just never quite enough.

What will it take to make

or break this hint of love.

I need time.
Only TIME.

speak the truth even if the voice shakes

Reflection

Everything in our life is a reflection

of a choice that we made.

If we want different results, make different choices.

Hand.To.Hold.Heart.To.Understand

What we really want,actually?

Honestly for me, I really need a hand to hold on 

and a heart to understand me.

Expect.Believe.Trust.Away.Crazy

There are some people who meet that SOMEBODY that they can 

never stop loving, no matter how hard they try.

I wouldn't expect you to understand that,

or even believe it, 

but trust me,

there are SOME loves that don't go away.

And maybe that makes them crazy,

but we should all be lucky enough to end up with somebody

who has a little of that insanity.

Someone who never lets go.

Someone who cherishes you forever.

Spotlights.Remix.Dance

Oh Gosh!
I'm listening all the remix song!

I'm missing all the spotlights and the music.

Damn!!
Be a good girl,Tayra :)

Love.Love.Love

When I love someone, it's something wrong somewhere^^

When someone loves me, it's another thing need to aware :P

When I love the person who loves me back, HE is my EVERYTHING :)

Imbiah

Picture taken at Imbiah.

A memory is a photograph taken by the heart, to make a special moment last forever :)

Missed this place so much

Arrrggghhhhh

X puas ati.

Apsal lar harga tiket mahal sgt!!

Nak balik on CNY!!!!

Wuuuaaaa~

Nak transfer blh x?

Bkt Pdg pun blh, Queen pun blh..

Dkat ngan family..

sob.sob.sob

LuaHaN Hati

Family asyik tnya bila nak transfer.

Otak nie dah naik biul bla asyik rewind perkataan tue.

Ikutkan hati.jiwa.raga nie, hari nie jg nak transfer.

Tapi bila bos bg red light, hancur hati dgr :(

Kawan2 asyik tnya bila nak kawen.

Kepala nie dah serabut bla fkir benda alah tue.

Bukan xnak kwen tp ongkos.wang.duit, tak ckup lg.

Hati rindu family. 

Klu boleh nak duduk dkat ngan family.

Tp Airasia ngan MAS x friendly.

Dari hari ke hari makin expensive.

No.Reason.Not.To.Follow.My.Heart

Sakit.Hati!!!
What else I can say?

I can't do anything except crying.

That's my weakest part of me.

Can U try to understand me?

I.don't.have.good.reason.not.to.follow.my.heart

The.Hidden.Truth

The truth is that I'm one of those 

few peoples who actually care when I asked 

"what's wrong?"

The only problem is that I usually have NO IDEA

what to say afterwards or how to make it better.

I try not to use phrases like "that sucks" or "I'm sorry"

but still I couldn't find the right words to say.

But I promise, I'll always listen.

I guess that's all I can do.

This.Is.Me

I've been messed with, let down, and played too many times.

I wonder what people think of me too much,

and I'm way too judgmental.

My heart is big, but I have my selfish moments.

I love to be in big groups, but I love to be alone too.

I like going through my old pictures because I miss those moments.

I tend to be over thinker and not trust to others.

I have the peoples I'd love to stay and live with,

 and there are peoples I wish would disappear in my life.

I don't cry many often, but when I do, I can't stop.

I hate the goodbye and wish it didn't exist but sometimes it useful for whom I really don't like.

I hate liars, though I lie myself.

I have hidden secrets that even myself don't know.

I still searching and try to find out about myself,

so don't judge me.

Count.Me.In

Next time you think of beautiful things,

don't forget to count yourself in.

Grab.Chances

Chances are like lightning,they never

hit the earth at the same spot twice.

So,when the chances comes

in front of my way,

I just grabbed it

cause it may never come again.

Hope.For.The.Best

Strange as it may seem,

I still hope for the best

Even though the best,

like an interesting

piece of mail,

so rarely arrives

and

even when it does,

it can be lost so easily.

Distance.So.Yesterday

There is no distance on this earth

as far away as yesterday..

How I missed my so yesterday.
My momento!! 

Beauty.Of.Woman

The beauty of woman 

is not 

in the clothes she wears,

the figure that she carries,

or

the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman 

must be seen

from her eyes,

because

that is the doorway to her heart,

the place where love resides.

People.Encounter.In.And.Out.Of.My.Life

Maybe it's true what they say.

There are those people I encounter in my life

who I never really get over.

No matter how many other better people 

I meet,

people who are treat me better

and love me better,

in the back of my mind there is 

always that person

I can't quite completely forget...

 

Smile.smile.Smile

If 5 seconds of smile can make

a photograph

more beautiful.

Just imagine if we keep smiling

how beautiful our life will be.

Good morning,bloggers :)

Sometimes.We.Have.Too

Sometimes we have to test someone.

Not because we don't trust them,

but

to see how much they'll sacrifice for us.

Sometimes we have to let them go.

Not because we stopped loving then,

but

to see if they love us to come back..

Oh.Please.Let.The.Picture.Speak

  

The Reason

Hope.Faith

Missing.Those.Babies

I can't bear this feeling anymore!!!
Arrrgghhh!

I miss everyone at home
I couldn't lie anymore.

Really miss home so damn much.
Really miss my Ryan.Mori chai..
Really miss my Dylen.Michiro chai..

And of cos

Really miss my Grandparents..

Not forget

Mum and Dad

And
My Staring's chai..

Live.the.Life

The biggest Adventures we can ever take 

is

to live the life of our Dreams

 

We.Deserves.We.Equal

Every Woman deserves a man who RESPECT Her

and

Every Man deserves a woman who APPRECIATES His effort

Life.Is.Too.Shorty

Do this always!

and I just want to say

When.Love.Happen

When love come around

Just feel it :)

:(

Bad news from home..

Feel like wanna go back rite now!!

God.bless.my.families.

Life's harder here :(

OMG!
I missed my home so damn much!
Can u imagined how much the I missed my home??

Damn!

:(

Oh Mummy!! Love ya~

Mummy!!!
You make me alive tonite!
Really love this feeling so much..

The e-plan goin on

Just Me

Mummy just msg me this morning

asked bout the e-plan 

and i was shocked 

bout it..

Don't think bout it for the moment

cos am quite stressed here.

Can I diagnosed myself as

having Major Depression??

:(

OK! Forget bout it!

I mean this and that stressful event or

stressful factors and so on or whatsoever in this categories.

By end of this month or should I say

starting this month I need to pay a car ody..

No extra money for joli joli ody kan..

Another responsibility for me :(

Huh! No new shoes, no new dress etc..

Another words NO Padini.Vincci.Guess.Mango.Carlo.etcccccc

Wuuuuuaaaa

What a life!!!!

I can't live without those shoppy :(

Hanya kernaMu

Pajero.Sport.Idaman.Hati

:(

No biggie,Tayra..

11.11.11

Nombor yg sgt dan tersangat cantek kan??

Pheeww~

Some peoples said it'll bring luck
some said this is the actual date to tie a knot

and so on

And to my friend

This number are bring 'sooooiii' to their family.

Seems the bad incident occur on the same date a year ago.

For me, this number are quite attractive 

but their is no special to me

since many things happen

around this month..

November, u really treated me so and so unwell.. :(

Walk Away

There is no reason to stay here

and 

I think

that was a good reason to go

from this place.

:)

:)

Or

:)

:)

Should I find or create

a good reason 

to walk away??

I'll thinking a good one 

for that.

Big smile to myself.

Big grin to others.

Eid al-Adha Wish

Happy Eid al-adha to all my muslim friends..

and to my readers too :)

Sending all of you warm wishes on

this very blessed day.

I hope this day brings you all

every joy, peace and happiness!!!

I'm not celebrating but

this is what we called 1 M'sia,right??

Actually, today's plan is going to
one of my colleague's house

to celebrate Eid al-Adha

but I couldn't make it.

Sorry K.Bibah..

I'm really not feeling so well 

since Friday night :(

Weekend.And.Off

Home alone and migraine attacked!

What a weekend.

Luckily am alone and no one bothering me

except the phone calls and text messaging tone. 

Hopefully I can recover in and out within 

this 3 days off.

I don't want to meet or face others

with this migraine attacked.

Done with my laundry and home chores

a bit late today.

Try to woke up early but

couldn't make it.

Feel like my head carried the big stone.

And somehow I wish 

my families are beside me

at the moments.

Really missed my mummy and daddy

so much.

Mum will pampered me.

OMG! I really belong to my families.

I.don't.belong.here!

Try to be independent girl

or should I call it

I'm big girl already

but deep within me

I can't.

Try to be strong here

but everytime I heard

Mum and Dad's voice at

the phone

my tears burst out.

I really need them.

God, please help me.

No Hard Feeling??

No hard feeling? Can I faced like nothing had happen. That's really sound not me..

I'm sicked bout everything. I really need a break!

Sort of!

Crying inside without bestie right here really hurting.
I can't barely stand this. I promised to myself that am gonna be okay

as long I'm here. But I broke my own promised. :( :(

I'm dying inside!

The old nightmare which happen in this state start to hunting me again.

Like I said before, I.don't.belong.here.

Please.bring.me.home.

I.am.stressed!

Finally! I've Found You

I've finally found someone

who believes

I'm perfect just the way I am

even though

I have many flaws

I've finally found someone

who is willing

to take it slow

just for me

I've finally found someone

who will wipe

my tears away

and

will listen to my heart

I've found someone

who is

caring.thoughtful 

and absolutely loving

Someones who sees something in me

even after

he's seen me at my worst

My Rules!

Itchy.Bitchy.Naughty

Whatever it's sounds to you

don't judge!

This is my blog and I can wrote.write whatever in this site.

The owner's rules here!

Fullstop.Titik.Noktah

Actually i'm planning with my babe.beauty cuzzy a trip to
Colorado.

Yeehaaaa!! Colorado, here we are.

But dunno when :(

cos it's still on plan.

Wwuuaaa I really need a vacation!

Before my single status change. Nah.Huh.

Mcm kili-kili nie words kan ekekeke..

*FingerCross*

Not forget to wish my

darlie.bro for his 12th years old birthday..

Baru sy sedar my bro grown up ody

ekekeke.. weird ooo

sy tataps anggap dia kecik dr dia kici til now.

Ada.Saya.Kisah

Ahaks!

Itchy.Bitchy.Naughty Girl Part 2

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

 

Cantik kan all those pictures above~

WWWuuuaaa.. I falled in luv..^^